What I am doing now..

Well, I guess Im going to write a little about what I am doing with my life right now.

I know a lot of you follow me on Facebook, Twitter, and other social media sites and that a lot of you know or heard of me because of Leah. And that you probably know the majority of the things Im about to write about, but some of it you dont. So0o here goes.

I am about to turn 24 on March 18th. Im pretty excited about that. But sometimes I look back and Im honestly just shocked at how fast everything is happening in life for me.

I look back at when I was 18 and I couldnt wait to be 21.. Or even when I was 16 and couldnt wait to just be 18.. Where did all that time go.. Its been 6-8 years now.

Back then mom was still alive too, I miss her everyday and I wonder what she would be doing if she was still here. And if she would be proud of me. Which Im sure she would... maybe not about everything but for the most part.

Anyways though, Im about to be 24. And at this time in my life. Im finally concentrating on me, myself, and I. Im not trying to be in a relationship for once. As many of you know, Ive already been Married and Divorced and in another serious, but failed relationship after that with Cory Dodds. And now that Im finally Single for once, I think Im just going to enjoy it. Why not right?

I already got my Associates Degree & Im about to be working on my Bacholers Degree, so really in all honestly, I dont have time for anything like that, I mean unless of course its going to be worth it. AND good luck on proving that to me guys, I think Im pretty gaurded right now lmfao.

As for my other plans right now, I hope to start fixing my relationships with my family and friends. I know to them "Im never around anymore" but its not that I dont want to be. Ive just been depressed for a while and Im just now bouncing back. And before that, well, if you really know me, you know why I wasnt around. And despite the reasons, Im sorry. I do love you all and I plan on starting to work on things and being more sociable.

Im also looking for a part-time job. Actually thinking about selling Scentsy.. Alot of people around here and online seem to like it so maybe that will be something I can do and be successful at for right now. At least while Im back in school. As long as I can make enough to support myself right now I'll be fine, I dont need a great paying job right now or a job with lots of hours. I just need to be okay and I think I will be. I used to sell Avon and that worked pretty well for a little while if I stuck too it, but I had to have a greedy nieghbor rip me off and not pay me for over $200 worth of merchandise while I didnt have the money myself to cover it and I had to stop selling. *ADVICE - Never EVER trust someone enough to give them thier order before being paid for it, EVEN if they have paid you on time in the past. Because there is ALWAYS a chance they WONT the one time you try to be nice.* But nevertheless, if I cant do scentsy, I have a few outside of my home jobs lined up, but I think it will be for 20 hours or less a week as College (Even though its at home on my Computer) will take up a lot of my time, thoughts, and concentration.

Other than that I dont really know what else to tell you all right now, if you want to know anything specific or to talk to me about something, leave a comment and I will try to reply when I see it. Thanks & I hope all of you are doing well :) Have a great week!

Love, Amy LaDawn <3